Surprisingly Im up pretty early today, its 7:05 AM on a Friday morning during my summer break. This just isn't right, I was plannin on waking up early today at around 9, but not this early, but I cant go back to sleep because in my slumber I cannot escape the pleasantries that are my dreams.
How can one escape the dreaming process?
Its impossible, instead you are forced to sit back and watch a montage or live a moment that is actually not being lived. So, for instance, last night I had one of the sexiest, coolest, and most chill dream about Brittney ever. It was so good that when I woke up I felt this passion, this wanting, this desire for her. I still cant explain this feeling, but I know its not love, its lust.
And so I couldnt fall back asleep because I was too scared to, I didnt want to re-enter a dream that I know is only going to make me regret not pursing Brittney in a romantic manner, but no matter what I still cant pursue her cause it wouldnt be fair to her or I once I left for college again. This sucks. I want to be fuck buddies, but she and I are too close to put emotions aside.
I love her, dearly, and I cant get her off my mind...
What should I do?
Have a Good One
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