And I'm Back

Im back in my town and without any frown..

And Im back in my city, not feelin so shitty..

I guess getting out of town n takin a real break from everything is all I needed. Being in Hawaii, and getting to do what I did there, which included, going to Hana. One of the most beautiful trips Ive ever taken in my life, the lush rainforest, the droplets of nature's essence comparing in size to a golfball. We ended up stopping by a beach, called the Black Sand, where the sand is made of rocks. The contrasting color between green and black was so outrageously beautiful that I actually felt comfortable sleeping there...

Without any care...

Alone in the wild feeling so bare...

My eyes of wonder watch blankly, n stare...

And now being back in LA, having had the Lakers won, and feeling very refreshed about a new summer, I actually have this very good feeling in my gut about how things are gonna work out this summer. I feel as if, nows the time to move on, everythings changing, and so must I. Its what time does, it changes the beings within its moments. I cant deny that, as much as I dont believe time exists, there is still that essence of it within ourselves.

So Im not afraid to change.. Tomorrow, I plan on seeing my friends sober and hanging out with them like that since they dont do it anymore, and I also plan on being sober for my reunion, unless Russell wants to smoke. I'm beginning to choose when I want to smoke, instead of just doing it all the time. Kinda makes me feel better about myself, like I have more control over myself and my actions. Its kinda nice, but at the same time... I writing this fucking blog high! Haha, but thats cause I medicated myself in order to be able to get to sleep since it being 12:53 AM here means its 9:53 PM in Hawaii. Weed cures jetlag, let me tell you. Haha.

Alright well Im looking forward to a great summer, and hopefully all my friends are totally on board!

Have a Good One