Hard Freedom

What can I say? I dont even know what to write. I'm just writing for the sake of writing. Thats the best kind of writing there is right? Hell if I would know. Moralities mean nothing to me. Its not that I'm not a moral person. I just find myself questioniong what the meaning of being a moral person is? I mean really, theres a set standard in society as to what a moral person is, but that doesn't share any similarities to what a moral gangster would be, or what a moral nazi would be. Moralities have been thrown around manipulated, and used as devices to cause the masses to swear their oath under one belief. I can't say that this is wrong or right...I can't say that anything is.

So enough about this, I actually got back in touch with Jasmine today. Old friend of mine. I tried to "get" with her awhile back. Wow, and I just remembered she might read this. Well, I never delete what I've already written unless it was a grammatical/spelling error. It was pretty fun though, we talked about metaphysics, our lives, just catching up on things. A great refresher. I felt friendly again :). We had a wonderious conversation. I can't wait to hang out with her again. It should be fun.

Talked to Reva today, not much to say, I kinda noticed a lil change about her, she seemed a little bit more hyper than ussual, but its alright, cause I love it when shes hyper! It gets me all excited to. I've already explained the rest, and I can't really say much without repeating myself here. But, I think im going to go ahead, and repeat myself one last time, just cause I'm really not ashamed of saying it anymore. I love Reva. I mean, at least I'm not ashamed about saying that to myself, or some of my friends, but I am just a little nervous to tell her how I feel. I just don't want her to be weirded out. That would be horrible, and I would never forgive myself. I just don't wanna lose this spark I feel around her. I love it too much. I can't imagine myself without it, but that just makes me obsessive and I'm trying my hardest to not be like that. You just can't obsess about things, you just don't have yet.

I ALSO HAD MY ORCHESTRA CONCERT TODAY!! What a great time I had! I chilled with Cleo and Lauren, we sat in some hallway, talking, playing on our cellphones. We all got starbucks, it was a lot of fun. Can't wait to see them Wednesday, for our tour. 

Ah, what a magical day today was. Nothing could get me down. I feel like I'm on top of the world. I'm in love with everything. The sky, the sun, the moon, nature, people, Reva, my friends, my family....everything.... So on this note I must be on my way. I'm very tired, and must get my sleep. 

Have aGood One.