A New Beginning Starting with Lisa

The last time I've written on this blog was June 19th, this isn't right. Its already September 29th, and so much shit has been goin' down in my life. FIrst of all, since this blog has mostly been focused on my romanticism I have to tell my readers, (whoever reads this), that I'm in love. I've met one of the most wonderful girls ever. Her name is Lisa, and I don't even know where to start with her.

She helps me keep my smoking in check, we do school work together, I get up in the mornings on time (feelin' like a million bucks everytime), all the things that she does to benefit me all come from her essence of being around me. I know that this is only a factor of love, but its the most important one because I only sense improvement from her, and this is exactly what I need.

She cares about me, always has a compassionate voice when talking to me, we go out to eat almost everyday, and every time we have a blast. She's always willing to do stuff that I want to do, but I never ever let that take control because I do not want to be selfish. The funny thing is, neither does she, so our relationship goes back in forth with one another insisting we should something for the other, and only getting nowhere except falling in each others arms either laughing or just smiling.

I love holding this girl, I love being around her, I don't ever want to take my eyes off her. She's so beautiful in every aspect, that its almost crazy how much I'm falling for her, and so quickly too. I already told her two nights ago, "Im falling in love with you." Little did I know that I've already fallen, I'm just staring from the ground looking up at a wonder in life. A girl that I love.

Its crazy to think that for about 5 years of my life, ever since I started writing this blog I was just a lonely hearted romantic on a quest for love. During my journey I was searching so much that I stumbled upon many obstacles, Katherine, Ali, Talia, Anna, Jo Ann, Reva, etc... The list goes on, but the list ends at Lisa. She is what I've been looking for.

Although, our sex life is kind of slow, we don't have sex all the time, sometimes I wish we did, but I know thats my human nature to want to. I mean fuck, I'm a guy, I love to fuck, but I know I have to take it easy. I can't always want sex or I'll just wear out my girlfriend. I feel like I'm just learning how much more climatic, and satisfying it is to wait a day or two before we have sex again. Its interesting, I'm learning a lot from Lisa.

She's had several relationships before me, and I've had none. She's like a teacher to me, but we are equal. We learn from our experiences, I sometimes feel like I have nothing to offer, but then something like Sunday night goes down and I feel like a hero :)

Sunday night, Lisa's purse is stolen whilst she is at work. She works up in Belen, New Mexico, which is a 20-30 minute drive from Albuquerque. Along with her purse, the thief has taken her keys, ID's, and money that she needs. After missing 4 of her calls since I was sleeping, I awoke to check the time and immediately called her. She sounded frantic and needed my help because one of her really close friends, Carlos, wasn't helping her at all. First things first, we had to move her car, so I got a ride from my neighbour, Jason. He drove me down to Belen, where I called in the troops (AAA) to tow her car. After having the car towed, we went back to Albuquerque to get her into her room so that we could grab her clicker to unlock her car. So then we drove all the way back to Belen, to unlock her car in order to gather her pillows and schoolwork. Afterwards we had taquitos :D and then we had to drive back to Albuquerque.

I felt like such a good guy after that night, showing how much I cared about Lisa and to what extent. I did everything within my power in NM to help her, it honestly wasn't much, but to her, I know it meant the world. She had no one to help her, and I was there. Thats how I want this relationship to be, and so far so good.

So on October 13th a train leaves New Mexico with two new lovers on it headin' back to LA. I can't wait to show her my hometown, its going to be a major shift in cultures. I know it, I can already sense it, but its making me so excited! I really hope my friends are goin to be down there while we are...

Aight, I'll write some more later.

Have a Good One