A New Story Begins

And so my new story begins, with new adventures and ambitions to be discovered and uprooted. I feel so full of life! This has to be one of the best feelings ever! Everything is going so well for me, I'm passing my classes, I've met this wonderful girl, and on top of all that I've been able to let go of the one I love.

Its been a hard past couple of days, but with me getting closer to Amanda, and me staying on top of my work, I've felt a lot better about everything that happened between me and Katherine. Even though I still miss her and will always want her in my life. I've moved on, I mean loathing around in puddles of my own tears everyday over a girl that I love who is not going to attend the same college as me? Ridiculous. Its her decision and respecting it is the best thing I can give her right now, not my sadness. Only a sense of pride, happiness, and support =)

Plus this new girl that I've met is very attractive. I mean not only on a basis of looks, which don't get me wrong, she's quite good looking, but also this attractiveness based on her. She's an interesting girl, and I like talking with her. I have a lot of fun when I'm around her too. This is the same girl I asked to coffee yesterday. She couldn't go for personal reasons I'm assuming, but its cool, because I'm going to have dinner with her tomorrow night. I cant wait.

Anyways, I guess I'll write here later. I've been trying to get back into writing in my journal and my blogs. So expect more of me.

Have a Good One

The absolute

So the past couple of days have been quite interesting. First off, Me and Amanda connected on a whole different level than I wouldve expected to connect with her on, but I like it, she and I have become really close and its nice knowing theres someone where you are that knows you better than everyone else does.

But anyways I guess my real inspiration for beginning this new blog, was because I've been talking with this new girl I met.... I know... More girl problems, just what I need in my life right now... I dont want to play any games. I really don't, and all I did was ask her out to coffee tonight. Is that really that harmful? For me to want to get to know someone better?

Not even. Well she just responded, lets see whats up...

We're going, this is going to be tight. Im really excited to get to know this girl better :)

Have a Good One.

A Man

I stand as a man

Before the girl that I love

I soar above

And realize that I am but a grain of sand

In the eyes of my beloved

Do you know how that feels?

To realize your insignificance

That at any moment that one girl

Could decide to twirl

And be in another world

I dont want to be torn

I dont want to be reborn

I want you, my dear

To be here, and never disappear

In the end its the fear that drives us

We take one look at what we have and we cuss

Not to cause a fuss

Its just

How can I turn my back on the girl I know and love

The one who fits like a glove

It wont be easy to be friends

But I just want her happiness

So if it means I have to mend

Wounds of sadness

Then so be it

Cause Id rather feel like shit

Than to have you lose your wit

Everyday I'll wake up to a thought of you

And how I wish everything could be true

And that it didn't feel as if we were stuck like glue

But I love you

And I know a day is due

When I'll have to let you go

But please don't let that show

I'd have to stoop so low

And even though I'd do anything for you

Im still a man

A man with a heart

A heart that can easily be broken

So be weary

Because hurt from you

A man like me cant handle

Have a Good One