Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Here We Go Again....

Today was an interesting day for me. Just thought I might as well start this blog off with that. I didn't do much really, but I still had fun overall. I played some Spore, hung out with my buddies, and went home. Probably one of my most daily routines ever, but it had a twist to it. I had had an odd dream the night before.

I dreamt that, well I cant really remember the whole dream, but from what I do remember, it just made my whole day a teensy bit off for me. I had told my friends some of it today, but some moments from it began to come to me throughout the day. So heres how my dream went. I was outside my house, waiting, I wasnt sure what I was waiting for, but it seemed to be something important. Someone passed by my house, walking their dog. At that moment, all my surroundings began to change, it was as if I was teleporting, but I still felt that feeling of sitting outside my house. I looked around, trying to get used to my new settings. I was at a theme park, and as soon as I questioned how I got there, I found myself within a flying contraption. The contraption consisted of those bars in that are used in car to help prevent the vehicle from being crushed if rolled over, it didnt have any outter shell. Just the bars, and a bicylce seat in the middle. I ran into the park, I ran through people, I was invincible. Nothing touched me, nothing saw me. I was that person that no one could feel or touch. I roamed around the park not sure what I was searching for.... I came across several friends, none looked my way, as I wasnt too concerned about them. I was literally so focused on this objective, that was still unkown to me. Soon, I found myself on the ride Viper, for no aparent reason. I began riding it, I could feel the ride, taste the air, and then suddenly I flew out of my chair, and started flying. In the air, as I watched the ride complete its journey around the tracks. I was soon in my flying contraption with my iPod in my hand. I then teleported to a closed in concrete alleyway. My friends were eating lunch in a little area that could only be reached if I went down these small set of stairs that seemed to have appeared out of nowhere. I walked down the stairs, and gazed upon my friends eating with a girl that I've never seen before. Immediatly I knew her name, Hailee, but she looked like a mixture of Talia, and some other girl I've never met before. I approached them, they kept eating, I got close they kept eating. Then they disappeared, with only the girl left, I asked where my iPod was...but I was sure it was still in my hand. I found out later that it wasnt. She said, "I have no idea, why?" Then I said, "Because I need to fly, to U2."

The dream goes on, but all that other stuff is boring. What really caught my attention though, was the phrase "Because I need to fly, to U2." I know that I wanted to experience the act of flying in the air and listening to U2 at the same time, but I took apart the words, and soon realized. That in a sense, it spelt out, "Because I need to fly, to you too." Does this mean I have something else thats calling out to me? Is there something, or someone waiting for me? I'm clueless to what it could mean, but it means something thats for sure Well, I guess its safe to say, I'm just lost in translation.

So anyways, I started my new journal, and its going along pretty well, I intend on writing in it tonight, I still have Hebrew homework...ugh, when will it end. And, I got a new hat, which I'm pretty excited about. Lastly, I have school tomorrow, and I'm not to excited to go back right now. I had a nice two days off, and I'd rather make it three, but I have no control over that. Ok, I should be going now, its 11:33 and I still have to do this homework. Have a Good One.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Living Large?

If we all must know what I'm doing at the moment, I'm talking with Daniel, and my friend Rachel from Jamaica on MSN, but thats not why I'm here writing today. I'm writing here today because I guess I just feel lonely with myself. Its kinda hard knowing that you're on your own this vast world. I've been doing my best to conquer this thought, by saying that the universe is within me, but does that make me self-righteous? I can't say. I care about other, but I believe in my own inner-self. I guess I could always put it that way, to make it sound better than how our own reality makes it.

So today, Talia crossed my mind. And thats all I can say.

I guess thats one reason why I'm writing today, because she was on my mind, and again I'm gonna try to stray away from this topic.

I played some Call of Duty 4 today, not that it means anything, but I did, I guess I'm pretty good at the game. I never really realized it, I just played for myself, until others began commenting on how well I can play the game, and the statistics from each game dont hurt neither. But anyways, I met a cool guy on the server I regularly visit. His in-game name is Cowboy, and I dont know his real name, but he sounds like a pretty interesting guy. 

Last night was pretty fun as well. I met up with Louis, Aiden, and Sam. We all opened our minds together, except Louis, who came late, and drove on out to Westwood, where we all ate at Mongols. The food there is delicious. Soon thereafter, we met Daniel, and Lenny. I hadn't seen Lenny for awhile. He was at some wilderness camp, for awhile, and we were all sharing stories.

Anyways I guess thats it for now. Talia is still on my mind, and I'm having a serious craving for food and recreation. Aight. Have A Good One.